|Shadow on My Soul
||[May. 5th, 2005|04:14 am]
Merwyn Fae Stormwarden
Strong points -|
Big heart. You're going to love someone. Truly madly
deeply. You're not going to stop there, though. It's a soul to soul thing for
you. You're the mermaid, cursed to roam the seas until someone captures your
heart.. and you're the wicked baroness, forever looking for the strapping young
lad to end your pain with. Love is a central focus of your mind. You want to
love the Goddess.. but in a lot of ways it's just a placebo for what you really
want. Something.. Here. Now.
You're going to do something and do it
passionately. You're not going to just mull around.. halfassed do something..
it's done or it's not and you want to do it or you don't. Decisive.
you have a branding of chaos on your soul - one of the things that made me love
you to begin with. The flightiness of the mermaid shines in you.
be soft, you may be gentle, you may be all those things.. but.. you want what
you want what you want.
You have the essence of Nyx.. the word 'Nixie'
comes from Nyx. Nixie - water sprite. Coincidence? Not really. It's fitting
because you have a shadow in your soul, a dark stain.. that goes
You're delving into religion to find a place because you've
tried so hard in the past to have a place with your beloved... but you find
yourself out of place with that [arrangement]... if you catch my drift. In other
words, you can't allow yourself to be defined by your mate or
The term 'Nixie' works for you.. though I know there is a better
I think [witchcraft] is almost your path, but not quite. There's
some manipulation to be done.
So what is my symbol? What do I
I want to tell you. So you know what to do, but I'll have
to research sea spell-slingers.
Sea Spell-Slinger. I love it.
I have a lot of good terms, but that's not the absolute one. There
are such things as sea witches. Often called Hags, [but for you...] not classic
Black Annis, but instead a Siren-like creature. Like the Sea Hag of Popeye
except much more mystical.
I've never much liked the term
Nope. Doesn't fit you.
The Sea is a harsh mistress.
Playing off of that in my head. You also remind me so much of seals. I remember
talking to you about that once.
Having sex for
Yes. And resourceful, depending on the
Where does your faith manifest most in the Goddess? Meaning, how
does it make you relate to others? Do you ever catch a whiff of their thoughts
or their feelings? Do you ever feel like you've known someone forever even
though you've just met them? Do you sometimes grab the salt before they knock it
I usually dont catch a lot off of people. My close friends,
however, I can usually read easily. I don't really look for anything in
You look at people, but you look at them jaded. So you
don't trust looking into a stranger's soul much, I presume.
doesn't usually interest me.
You're not very close to totems like I
am; you don't seem to have a lot of the classic traits of many things i've
thought about so far. You do have a hint of the East in your soul,
I would say my personal animal totem is the
Selkie fits you best so far. You continually return to the sea
if you don't find the right man.
But a selkie never really loves
anyone more than the sea. When she finds her skin shes gone, leaving her lover
and whatever family she's created behind. I'm not like
But doesn't fit perfectly. Damn it, this is
Thinking of Stormwardens. Because.. sea.. storms.. go
hand in hand.
I had originally considred "Seastorm" as my last name,
but thought it was far too corny for me.
Stormwarden: term used to
describe seafarers that were able to channel the powers of storm and wind into
their bodies to save entire crews.. and then they'd retreat sickly into their
room after the fact. You seem like a Stormwarden. Because you're kinda stormy
yourself, but you channel it. You don't really throw it on [other]
I also see shadows every now and then. They look like
something darting past out of the corner of my eye and when i turn my head,
whatever it was, its gone.
Mmmm....? The dead?
think it's the dead.
Only Faeries do that. You
maintain a certain level of childlike innocence, despite your grim and
Merwyn Fae Stormwarden. I really like the sound of it, much
Stormwardens were assumed to have faerie
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