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Merwyn Fae Stormwarden

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Shadow on My Soul [May. 5th, 2005|04:14 am]
Merwyn Fae Stormwarden
Strong points -

Big heart. You're going to love someone. Truly madly deeply. You're not going to stop there, though. It's a soul to soul thing for you. You're the mermaid, cursed to roam the seas until someone captures your heart.. and you're the wicked baroness, forever looking for the strapping young lad to end your pain with. Love is a central focus of your mind. You want to love the Goddess.. but in a lot of ways it's just a placebo for what you really want. Something.. Here. Now.

You're going to do something and do it passionately. You're not going to just mull around.. halfassed do something.. it's done or it's not and you want to do it or you don't. Decisive.

Also, you have a branding of chaos on your soul - one of the things that made me love you to begin with. The flightiness of the mermaid shines in you.

You may be soft, you may be gentle, you may be all those things.. but.. you want what you want what you want.

You have the essence of Nyx.. the word 'Nixie' comes from Nyx. Nixie - water sprite. Coincidence? Not really. It's fitting because you have a shadow in your soul, a dark stain.. that goes unfulfilled.

You're delving into religion to find a place because you've tried so hard in the past to have a place with your beloved... but you find yourself out of place with that [arrangement]... if you catch my drift. In other words, you can't allow yourself to be defined by your mate or beloved.

The term 'Nixie' works for you.. though I know there is a better word.

I think [witchcraft] is almost your path, but not quite. There's some manipulation to be done.

So what is my symbol? What do I represent?

I want to tell you. So you know what to do, but I'll have to research sea spell-slingers.

Sea Spell-Slinger. I love it.

I have a lot of good terms, but that's not the absolute one. There are such things as sea witches. Often called Hags, [but for you...] not classic Black Annis, but instead a Siren-like creature. Like the Sea Hag of Popeye except much more mystical.

I've never much liked the term hag.

Nope. Doesn't fit you.

The Sea is a harsh mistress. Playing off of that in my head. You also remind me so much of seals. I remember talking to you about that once.

Having sex for pleasure.

Yes. And resourceful, depending on the species.

Where does your faith manifest most in the Goddess? Meaning, how does it make you relate to others? Do you ever catch a whiff of their thoughts or their feelings? Do you ever feel like you've known someone forever even though you've just met them? Do you sometimes grab the salt before they knock it over?

I usually dont catch a lot off of people. My close friends, however, I can usually read easily. I don't really look for anything in strangers.

You look at people, but you look at them jaded. So you don't trust looking into a stranger's soul much, I presume.

It just doesn't usually interest me.

You're not very close to totems like I am; you don't seem to have a lot of the classic traits of many things i've thought about so far. You do have a hint of the East in your soul, though.

I would say my personal animal totem is the seal.

Selkie fits you best so far. You continually return to the sea if you don't find the right man.

But a selkie never really loves anyone more than the sea. When she finds her skin shes gone, leaving her lover and whatever family she's created behind. I'm not like that.

Selkie.

But doesn't fit perfectly. Damn it, this is kinda difficult.

Thinking of Stormwardens. Because.. sea.. storms.. go hand in hand.

I had originally considred "Seastorm" as my last name, but thought it was far too corny for me.

Stormwarden: term used to describe seafarers that were able to channel the powers of storm and wind into their bodies to save entire crews.. and then they'd retreat sickly into their room after the fact. You seem like a Stormwarden. Because you're kinda stormy yourself, but you channel it. You don't really throw it on [other] people.

I also see shadows every now and then. They look like something darting past out of the corner of my eye and when i turn my head, whatever it was, its gone.

Mmmm....? The dead?

I don't think it's the dead.

Faeries.

Only Faeries do that. You maintain a certain level of childlike innocence, despite your grim and doom.

Merwyn Fae Stormwarden. I really like the sound of it, much better flow.

Stormwardens were assumed to have faerie blood.

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